3 Dates From Now

had a ultimate filling chat with Jason on the line some hours back.
boy...it REALLY feels gr8 to really just sit back and talk like some friends and buddies,when you both are really boy-girl friend status.

i told him how i think unlucky it is for him to get a really mean and nasty gf like me.
i dunno if anyone thinks so,but i have got a really fiery temper when i was pretty much younger AT HOME.*snickers*
even though now i still do,but i've curb down alot.

i guess it was that kinda im the only girl,other than my mum,at home.i wasnt pamper but sure i think in some way i was trained with the attitude that i-will-not-bow.
so this pretty much got applied to poor Jason.

if im the invisible 3rd party looking at both Jason and me now,i would think either Jason is nuts to get a gal like me,or really im the limits.

i like to bully him,like to do things my way,like to plunge him down to the core of earth with my words.
and its really amazing that he really did gives in to every of my way.ok..i mean most of my way.

usually..how would a boyfriend stands his galfriend like..kicking him,knocking on his fore head,giving light slaps on the face,bringing him down instead of admiring him,asking him to shut up whenever he starts singing at EVERY song,jeering at the fact that why he isnt taller,more handsome,more tan,more built,more mature and so on.(sheese..now you think im sick to yea?)

galfriends i know would probably admire their boyfriends in every single outfit he wears,even though the others may not agree that he looks gr8,would really listen to every song he sings.

well for that...i tried to.infact i thank god Jason could sing..but..sometimes when he ended up just singing on the phone instead of talking,i tuned out. xp
he ..just sings too much that it wasnt anything special.i would appreciate if he could stop singing to every songs.haha.

anyway..my role of galfriend was pretty much like that Korea show

and the sick thing is...he allows so!even i judged myself guilty and really ought to chain myself up..Jason doesnt complain.
sigh..

i think he owed me something in his pastlife.just make sure i dun have to pay it back coz if i have to do that,probably things would be painful for me.

we talked about other things as well..like talents...like..oh yea..3 Dates From Now.

i was dying to give him that thing i bought.
yes yng,you know what.i just cant wait till that long,ya know.
and so he finally said that 3 dates from now,i can give it to him.
this sounds dumb.but i like that '3 dates from now' quote.
its like a movie or books' names.

seriously..i think im still sailing aimlessly in life.i really envy those who have got a goal or something so special about them that you know they wouldnt be too lost,coz they will make something good wherever they go.

sigh...when will i come to learn?